fatty foods and attitudes
get me thru the day

alcohol and demerol
chase the pain away

every day's a foggy haze
thats the way i live

havin fits and takin shit
take more than i give

i'm a loner one and only
go away leave me alonely
family & friends disown me
say i care but i'd be phony

mental thought in disarray
tryin not to kill today
will i take your life away
i just may

i'm insane and you're a pain
get away from me

cut your crap before i snap
best just leave me be

i misplaced my mental case
stomach tied in knots

i just missed my therapist
take another shot

may as well just stop your cryin
like a man you should be dyin
baby you're not even tryin
say i care but i'd be lyin

i dont hear your final plea
as i take your life wit' glee
just dont get your blood on me
enemy

phony friends attack defend
memory erase

wonder why you choose to lie
right dead to my face

cut your neck oh what the heck
more to take your place

all the while behind my smile
i'm a basket case

smokin blunts & heavy drinkin
lost count of the lives i've taken
snuff you without even thinkin
say i care but i'd be fakin

wont somebody help me please
deal with my insanities
i cannot shake this disease
called society